I was excited. I took the seed and ran to my garden. My garden was pretty big. Not enormous, but I was very happy with it. Most of the things in my garden are flowers. My favorites are the gladiolas; they are the closest to me. The rest are all different kinds: pansies, tulips, daffodils, crocuses, lady's slipper, marigolds, and more.
I took the seed and right away dug a little plot in the center, next to the biggest, most flourishing gladiola that was my joy. Gently I laid it in the soil and smoothed the rich loam back over it, patting the ground firmly to keep it in place. I was so happy about the seed my father gave me that I couldn't wait for it to grow. I said to myself, "Now, I will take extra special care of this one, and maybe it will come up faster."
So each day I took time to water my new seed, and I whispered to it beautiful things, which of course, it could not hear yet, but I believed once it was grown, I could tell it all sorts of wonderful things. I fed it and made sure it had plenty of sunshine. I wanted this seed to become the best flower in my entire garden.
Soon enough, a little green shot through the dark earth. I was overjoyed. I ran around it, laughing and jumping, and I ran to tell my father all about it. It was coming up so fast, and I loved it more and more each day. I could tell it was going to be something very special.
But as time went on, I was called away from my garden. My neighbor, Miss L. Ife, was nagging me about the weeds around my yard fence, the garbage that needed to be taken out, the schoolwork that needed to be done, and my father quietly reminded me as I rushed around about how he needed to talk to me about something. I started doing my jobs poorly. I felt the need to do everything at once and do it to perfection.
After a good deal of time, I went back to my garden and looked grievously at the sprout I had been so thrilled about and all of my other flowers that I so loved. Many of them had stopped growing, some of them were missing petals, and weeds had came in to choke the others. My little seed that had grown so diligently under my care was stunted in its grow; it had not climaxed into the amazing flower it should have been. I ran to my father, weary and distressed and dismayed and angry.
I said to him, "Why have you let me run around and do all of these other things? Why can't you tell Miss L. Ife to leave me alone? Why didn't you make me sit down and talk to you? Why has the little seed you gave me stopped growing? What did I do? What am I suppose to do now? Why am I not good enough to do what needs to be done?"
My father looked at me and said gently, "I needed you to learn. I want to spend time with you. I want to talk with you always, at every moment. I love you, and if you trust me, the seed I gave you will continue to grow into a flower like no other that you have. You can't do it all on your own; let me help you. Then, with me, you will be good enough."
I returned to my flower plot. The only surviving flower was a lone Bleeding Heart in the corner. I turned to my father and ran into his arms. "I need you. Help me."


4 comments:
I love you girl. And I'm praying for you. like really.
And with a pure heart and our Fathers help, the fruit of the spirit will grow.
" I believe God, I believe He is working in me no matter what I may feel or how the situation may look. The Lord has begun a good work in me, and He WILL bring it to full completion." Philippians 1:6; 2:13
Remember God is delivering you, little by little, so dont be discouraged and dont feel condemned if you make a mistake.
Be patient with yourself!
I just read this and I wanted to give it to you before I forgot.
1 Corinthians 15:36-39
What you sow does not come to life unless it dies. When you sow, you do not plant the body that will be, but just a seed, perhaps of wheat or of something else. But God gives it a body as he determined, and to each kind of seed he gives its own body.
15:42-44
The body that is sown is perishable, it is raised unperishable. It is sown in dishonor, it is raised in glory; it is sown in weakness, it is raised in power. It is sown a naturdal body, and raised a spiritual body.
Of course, these are talking about the ressurection, but it made me think about your story. It hit me that we have to give to God what is dead, to be planted, even if we don't feel like it is worth anything. Then He teaches us how to water it and how to care for it and what to do for it; and it grows into something beautiful, new, and life-givng. What was dead is alive, what was scarred is pure, what was a mistake is fixed. hm. This God of ours really is new in the old. (:
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