Saturday, March 15, 2008

En mi cabeza, en mi corazon.

"Why don't YOU come right out and say it?" --Relient K

"This week the trend, was to back stab every single one of my friends, and leave a voice mail message trying to make amends, all the while hoping this will count in the end." --Relient K

"Time and time and time will tell, time will tell or tear us apart, you're miles and miles and miles away, silence reveals where we really are." --Anberlin

"Let it go, Daisy let it go, open up your fist, this fallen world, doesn't hold your interest, doesn't hold your soul, Daisy let it go." --Switchfoot

"I want, to be seen, with a fresh pair of eyes." -- Brooke Waggoner

"The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart." Taylor Swift

"Jefferson airplane, I'm trapped and I am enclosed, but I won't complain, I'll open all the windows." --Relient K

"Give me one more round." --Barlow Girl

"Welcome to the planet, welcome to resistance. The tension is here, the tension is here, I dare you to move." --Switchfoot

"Do you remember when we first met, I sure do, It was some time, in early September." --Jack Johnson

"If I lay here, if I just lay here, would you lie with me and just forget the world? Forget what we're told, before we get too old, Show me a garden that's bursting into life." --Snow Patrol

"Suddenly" --TobyMac

"Step one you say we need to talk, he walks, you say sit down it's just a talk, he smiles politely back at you, you stare politely right on through... and I would have stayed up with you all night, had I known how to save a life." --The Fray

"I never knew, I never knew that everything was falling through, that everyone I knew was waiting on a cue, to turn and run when all I needed was the truth, But that's how it's gotta be, It's coming down to nothing more than apathy, I'd rather run the other way than stay and see, The smoke and who's still standing when it clears." --The Fray

"And I've dropped out, I've burned up, I've fought my way back from the dead, I've tuned in, I've turned on, remembered the things that you've said." --Edwin McCain 

"She said I think I'll go to Boston, I think I'll start a new life, I think I'll start it over, Where no one knows my name, I'll get out of California, I'm tired of the weather, I think I'll get a lover, And fly him out to Spain, I think I'll go to Boston, I think that I'm just tired, I think I need a new town, To leave this all behind, I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset, I heard it's nice in the summer, some snow would be nice." --Augustana

"You've got a friend in me, you've got a friend in me, you've got your troubles, well I've got 'em too, there isn't anything I wouldn't do you for, we'll stick together and we'll see it through, yeah you've got a friend in me." --Woody

"Sing to me the song of the stars, of your galaxies dancing and laughing and laughing again, When it feels like my dreams are so far, Would you sing to me over and over and over again?" --Mandy Moore

"Stars looking at a planet
Watching entropy and pain,
And maybe started wondering how
The chaos in our lives could pass as sane,
I've been thinking about the meaning of resistance
Of a hope beyond my own
And suddenly the infinite and penitent 
Begin to look like home
I've been thinking how everyone, everyone
You look so empty,
Everyone, yeah everyone we feel so empty."


I want my world to be in color. I want my dreams to become life-like. I want to love passionately, forgive beyond reason, build with endless ingenuity, dance with everlasting zeal, laugh with unending joy, sing to the mountains, run to the rivers, submerse myself in friendship and realize what it means to truly live. I need others to know the truth. Need them to know what I need them to know. Please know. Please believe. Please reciprocate. 

My soul. Feel it, take it, help me mould it and shape it, love it, care for it, protect it, enjoy it. All of you. Let me do the same for all of you. 

"I came that they may have LIFE, and have it in abundance." --John 10:10



Monday, March 10, 2008

Un video

I don't know how long this is (it took FOREVER to download!) but I took it driving down a beach road... :)

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It was a good vacation for the most part.
Now I just have to remember how to slip back into routine.
Tomorrow is school and work.
I miss the warm weather
And palm trees
And white beaches.
I want to be in a bigger place.
A different part of the world.
See something new.
Or see new something. 
But preferable the first. 
One part of me was sad
Because there's a lot of beautiful natural stuff
But it's getting choked by this commercialization 
And that disgusted me,
Because it's like the palm trees couldn't breathe.
But then I was on the beach
And the sand was nice and white
The sun was a little white ball
In a blue, blue sky.
And the water was ticklish. 
In the city there were lots and lots of old people
Which was kind of weird
And it smelt like tar and doctor offices. 
But then
On the island
It was just culture and little shops
And people out walking their dogs
And salt and surf and sunshine
And humming music
And swelling tides
And people! oh the people,
All different kinds
With different faces
Personalities
Reasons. 
I really loved the island.